Vanity!

The Faces of Flow - A tribute to Ms.Mac (my computers name)

AHHH tom-foolery and petty women

I don't exactly know the purpose of blogs, i figure its just to write whatever you feel, or showcase some shit i guess.

So here is one of those, however i feel type of situations.

I hate girls who get mad at other girls over some boy that they are not with. Petty tom-foolery like that annoys me beyond reason.

Why are women unable to find a united front and not let unimportant boys control their lives. Is it low self-esteem or a lack of self worth. cause i don't know.

anyway.... that is all

Love, Peace, and Hairgrease

5 minutes 5 lines

"He loves me He loves me not"

I sing to myself

As I pick the violet petals from his mind

I watch them... as they fall

Glistening in the ray on light that is my faith

I watch them turn to gold when they meet the soil

Rooted by the repetitively consistent thoughts of his 

"Loves Me"... "Loves Me Not" 

I found myself watering his petals with my tears

Diets

If there was a High Carb Diet, i would be ridiculously pleased!




Yet, In an effort to be happy and not large at the same time, i have chosen to compromise with complex carbs...but its not the same. :o(

Whole Wheat Sucks

Love

Love is the Feeling that calls for you to no longer be selfish. 

This is my definition of Love.

No More No Less

~ Ms.Flow

Our Last Conversation

No, I don't believe you

No, I can't read your actions

No, I don't know how you feel

Please, stop pretending

I can take it

Give it to me straight

You know i'm heartless 

I can handle the worst

JUST Say it!!

......Fine

I'll say it for you,...

(pause)

-----(Inner thoughts)----For once, i don't know what i am about to say,

I don't want to say what i want to think he feels 

and it be true. 

I don't want to say what he may not feel 

and it be false.

But i just can't wait until he scrounges up the nerve to say it himself.

Teetering between the uncertainties of our interactions, i come up... inconclusive

(I pause my own thoughts for reflection)

--------

So here it goes...  "You ______ ME!" 

[ He stopped, fighting me, and just looked

he did not have an expression of disdain, nor was it one of joy or anger

He genuinely had no thoughts

He then gathered his things and walked out]

I didn't cry

he didn't turn back

although a small part of me wished he would,

he never came back

I think he was just tired of me

tired of dealing with...

everything i had to offer

Chai Tea

Chai Tea Latte

No foam

With Soy Milk Please

2 packets of Sugar in the Raw

I pay something around 4 dollars

For what i can make at home for Free

But its the idea that it was made for me

custom and on the spot 

they pull out the organic soy milk

Apply the steam 

and scrape off the foam

And if they don't make it perfect..

I can ask that it be modified or that i receive a brand NEW cup of Tea

Sometimes its as easy as...

"May i get one more pump of chai please?"

But its not always that easy

Sometimes i have to get loud...

"This is literally just hot milk!! Is there even Chai in here?"

Alls well that ends well

And in fact this is true

because ...In the end 

i get my cup of Organic Bliss

and carry on as though i have not missed a beat in my step

Hmm

This is a picture off of my co-worker's friend's blog and i think its funny, i laughed really hard. I wanted you to laugh too! :o)

Flow

I spit organic poetry

I imagine the risks i would've taken had i not been so afraid

I live 5 years ahead of the present

I am always dreaming

I love the possibility of possibilities

I dance around the idea of being natural

I would be covered in ink if i had no plans of getting married in a backless dress

I still plan on covering my body in words

I will one day write the best love story never lived

I hope that i inspire others

I get unnecessarily happy when i hear good music

I am really proud of people who do the unexpected

I fall in love everyday with something new

I live my life, as if i will have many

In my next life i know i will be able to sing

I have an alter ego

She is Ms. Flow